S is the right word. Surprised/Shocked.
not one, not two, not three, not four, but five.

okay we finally pulled it off. yay. i mean it was SUPER CHAOTIC, the one hour before it, it's like pple randomly grabbing stuff and running here and there and screaming and finding MrHo (haha) and all. but it worked out fine. our effort paid off. :D and okay maybe DeeDee/Rabbit shldn't have been included and I DUNNO WHY EVERYONE IS SO AGAINST DONKEY. ): DONKEY IS CUTE OKAY.

andd to quote rachel's post, i shall just wait 'til someone blogs abt farewell then cope from them. but in the end, no one will blog. HAHA. so let's wait until the cows come home. and i think we were too busy preparing that.... we neglected presents. TERRIBLE. O: we need to go PS soon! (not plaza sing) anw thanks for all the pretty presents/notes. :D

i'm not sure we can do all that..

btw, congrats to SHEESHUN. !!
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now, it's time to snap out of that lazy/slack mode and go back into exam mode. THE BREAK IS OVER. (okay maybe i shall let the break be over on monday only.... omg okay wth am i doing.) HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK. OBSOBSOBS.

dear M, please don't come please please please or if you wanna come come right now and get it over with. thankyou. (:

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the holiday's are here. oh yay. (right) heard from mavis that SJI has to go to school for holiday lessons for 3 days, but their school starts only on july 10th agn. like WOW. i think our school is really so.... academic based. not even giving us a proper break. do they know the meaning of holiday?

Ytd's meeting at PS was interesting cause our mentor had a lot of connections and was gonna try get kinokuniya to sponsor us. cool right. which means that, she knows a few of the high authority pple in kino. and she knows the founder of 77th street. and she was gonna try get the space in front of cine for us to have our roadshow.... and she's some cosplay champion (altho i don't really knwo what cosplay is) like WOW. o.O i think i have absolutely no connections at all, yeahhh. my social circle is probably this big [ ] --> . it's such a small space you can't even see it. and i'm not kidding.

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i shall not be so jaded of life. and we did accomplish quite a few things today. and dancing did make us happy. just the whole DI15MTHING is getting on our nerves. and plus the other thing. okay nobody understands what i'm talking abt but it's for me to understand only (if you understand; good for you.)

HUIYI I REALLY HOPE YOUR TOE GETS WELL SOON.
it's not fair to you, if you don't get a chance to dance when your the one who choreographed it. really, it isn't. (okay sorry i am not trying to rub it in) but miracles do happen and it might get well soon by wednesday (no harm in believing in the best right) and it isn't your fault sherlyn. cause things like these happen. it's Fate's fault? anything can happen in this confusing world that we live in. okay i am reminded of song lyrics.
(whatever happened to the values of humanity, whatever happened to the fairness in equality, instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity, lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity. WHERE IS THE LOVE? WHERE IS THE LOVE?)
okay i am being weird, typing in brackets and everything. the song lyrics are true tho, aren't they.

i realise, emotional and emo are two opp meanings entirely. altho some pple can be both emotional AND emo. emo is some slang that originated from dunno where. pple are weird, creating words that are contradictory. okay or maybe it's me that is weird, cause i think this is weird when it's actually not.

my definitions:
--> to be Emotional is to be very feeling in view of certain situations and is very caring to others and understand others very well (basically an emotional person is someone with good character) ;i know a few pple who fall under this category. YOU YOU and YOU and YOU. :D
--> REAL Emo is you are kinda jaded of life and think your life sucks big and have sucidal thoughts all the time and you are happy only 1% of the time kinda thing? (okay i'm exaggerating)
--> okay there is ANOTHER emo, this is SCHOOL emo. where you are sad cause of sth which happened in school and you sit at one corner to 'emo'. or you might be quiet cause you are sad, or you are moodswinging cause of sth or other, this is called emo-ing.
--> and there is another Emo, the music genre Emo. the one with the punk rocker hair and hard rock and screaming the house down with hair flicking there and back and dressed in goth clothes.
--> the above emo is really in existence cause there's such a genre. but there is another one, which is "EMO SONGS", as coined by some pple. which means that the songs you're listening to is really sad and makes you feel nostalgic and everything and yeah.
--> and there's ACTING EMO. which means that you dress in goth and all that that was mentioned above, but you aren't actually emo emo. which means you're not jaded of life and not sucidal and all that. and another acting emo is... maybe you seek for attention?
--> so the most popular meaning of EMO is simply putting it, SAD.

okay that might be wrong. it's what i think and also what i saw in my friend's email.
btw, i think i don't fall in any of the above categorys, so i dunno where that leaves me....
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haha i sidetrack a lot. anw dinner at IKEA was nice and we were discussing abt some things and other. and i forgot when but we started talking abt morbid stuff. like blood clot and stuff like that. and how we cld meet with an accident anytime and how our taxi driver cld be a serial killer and how the flowerpot cld just accidentally drop on huiyi's head and how the lamp that was hanging from the ceiling cld just CLANG down poof bang we're all be injured. and how if someone suddenly decided to bomb ikea and BANG we'll all be dead too.

i think if we really lived life like that that would be terrible.

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i just realised i reached home at 8+ today at ytd i reached home at arnd 10 and tmr i'll probably reach home super late too. this is bad. i mean it's not bad to stay out late but this means my mum might suddenly not allow me to go for sleepover. plus my maid says she is rather unhappy with me always coming back so late. haha funny how i get to know abt what my mum says through my maid.
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and my posts are getting longer and longer maybe it's causei just received a 4000 word long email. :D whoo. and maybe cause i just read ziying's super long post.

and this is the longest post i have ever written.
yay it's 1000++ words long.

okay goodbye i hope everything turns out fine. xD
it's the way you look at things which counts. not what it actually is.
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i have this urge to delete my blog right now. HAHA maybe the next time you check back, it'll be deleted. okaaay holidays have started alr, but there'll be extra lessons next week plus obs is coming, so i don't really think this is holiday can be counted as a holiday. not to mention the huge pile of hw.

clean and green day was silly cause I KEPT GETTING BULLIED by celine and mavis. toonjia and anne and i had to keep running away. plus my cloth was so pathetic so i cldn't defend myself. somemore it's like 2 to 3 on 1, how is that fair i ask you!! HAHA. but yeah, it was fun lah. and everyone was gg crazy. dancing + singing to the music that was blsating. xD

watched POTC3 with yunyi and leyi ytd, and i think i'm really stupid cause i don't understand some parts.... haha. but it was nice lah. :D and then they were laughing at me cause i fell alseep for... ONE min. okay, idunno whether it was one min or not but still. and i discovered that subway cookies are very nice. (okay this is so random) thenn went home changed and went to nicole's house. sleepover was nice. xD HAHA at least we accomplished some stuff right... even tho we didn't accomplish everything we set out to do. but still. nicole and i climbed up the very steep hill. so cool. and sherlyn and huiyi were just standing there laughing -.- we stayed up all the way 'til 4, altho we slacked here and there.

and then we were all eaten up by the Zee monster due to over exhaustion. and i had to wake up at an ungodly hour and rush to piano then rush back home and rush for the YMCA workshop thingy. which turned out to be quite fun. even tho the workshop was abt 'sales and marketing', the guy ended up talking abt loads of other stuff. and i realise this year i'm forced into being more sociable. like at the rgs convention, and at this workshop, and blah. (even tho i'm actually a very anti-social person HAHA)

Hello, goodbye.
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my mum says my English is lousy. cause i got a c5. and she says my reading is doing me no good. anw, her tip is to start using quotations in my essays. and i found a few "Happy" quotes which i think is cool. for all the emo pple out there..(you know who you are). :D

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Some people walk in the rain. Others just get wet.

-Roger Miller

It is a sad thing to look at happiness only through another's eyes
-Marquerite Blessington

Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.
-Robert Anthony

Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.
-Unknown



It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness.
-Charles Spurgeon



You can't teach anybody anything, only make them realize the answers are already inside them. -Galileo

The summit of happiness is reached when a person is ready to be what he is.
-Erasmus

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OKAY I AM A WEIRD PERSON POSTING UP QUOTES. butstill.
right now life is all abt acting. i admit i 'act' in life too. if only we cld all stop doing that. is it SO hard to just be ourselves? yes it is.//
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anw, past few days in school have been just major stoning sessions.
and stressing abt this and that. i hope it works out fine.
and i ran out of things to blog abt.......
omg. haha. i can never be a good writer.
1 f33l 1!k3 t@1k!ng w!7h 1337 l@ngu@g3 5udd3n1y.
ii must b rEli b0rEd -.-

1337 language. and twit language. and there's the bIg sMaLL lEtTeR lAnGuAgE t00. apparently that is supposed to look cool... singapore's interesting, huh.

okay lah. updates some other time.
(if you actually call this updating)
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I STILL DON'T BELIEVE THAT THAT THING IS THE REAL O LEVEL ASSESSMENT. they didn't even check for like anything lah! o.O like they just allowed us to bring anything in w/o checking. and it didn't seem real. and i modified my answers to suit my graph. quite silly really.

NO LESSONS TODAY, KINDA COOL. :D okay no lessons apart from emath that is. AND NO ENGLISH FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK. WHICH MEANS FREE PERIOD? cool. okay i dunno why i am typing in caps. and that mavis and celine went to anyhow draw on my leg and then everyone was asking me why there are pink marks on my leg lol ahaha. i'm not that insane okay. xD

and that field trip is NOT eligible for pure lit students this is so unfair. !!
oh well. hope they'll organise a trip to the.... Maori village or sth.
i'm here out of sheer boredom so i might be randomly typing some crap here.
anw, shrek 3 is coming out on May31st. :D hoho.

i bought my OBS stuff alr!!! from Beach Rd.
and i went shopping at Esprit ytd OMG it's the first time i went shopping this year. i bought 2 shirts. :D
and i feel like gg somewhere hunting for period pills. (anyone wanna come with me) i feel like doing anything to stop it from coming. even if it isn't advised to take those pills. BUT SERIOUSLY. in 3 weeks time, we'll be on that island stuck in the middle of nowhere.
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Citibank-YMCA Youth for causes official launch at ACSB today was quite alright. the first part of it was fun; the 2nd part was boring. there was a talk by the founder of 77th street (which was quite inspiring), a beatbox and breakdance performance, lindyhop performance and cool videos so yeah that made it enjoyable. our mentor didn't turn up. ):

i'm still REALLY REALLY intimidated by what we're doing tho (i seem to be the only one in my group who is). there are like 105 other groups. and i found out today that the "dream on' project last year was actually led by a group, who thought that they cld only raise a very small amt of funds.. but it turned out to be such a huge project. it's cool tho. out of the $160 000 that was given to all the 100 groups last year, they raised a total of $665,000. cool or not. o.O and mrs lee was congratulating us and wanxuan's group for making it out of the 245 groups that applied. and she was talking to us and being super friendly HAHA i was so embarrassed.

anw okay enough of all that VCIP stuff cause i bet you're bored reading it alr. anw aft that i rushed to the Zoo, and it took me over an hour to reach there. sorry for making you all wait. so only 4 of us turned up-celine, jfm, jiahui and me. yeah it turned out to be pretty fun and all. HAHA deprived kids. (and it's been 10yrs since i visited the zoo) so we spent like... 4 hours practically walking the whole of the Zoo. but we pathetically didn't have any digicam so we didn't take much pics. only used jfm's handphone camera.

we saw: pink-butt monkeys (that's what i call them lah), tigers, elephants, ponies, dogs, pigs, giraffes, camel-deer (omg cross breed), peacocks, butterflies, birds, cockroaches, pitcher plants, snakes, crops, and yeah etc etc. HAHA and we went for the Elephant show and the Animal Friendly Show (meant for children BUT it was really fun and everything!). hmmm, the Elephant show in Singapore and Thailand is arnd the same standard.. but the Elephants in Thailand are much bigger, plus, in Thailand you can feed the elephants and be in close contact with them.

Animal Friendly Show was cool cause the dogs were doing stunts and everything. and then when we went to those really dark places we would start freaking each other out. HAHAA. i realise screams are really influential. like when someone else screams you'll think something is wrong and you'll scream too. and it was really funny cause, a lot of places where we went to, the animal that was meant to be there isn't that. e.g. the polar bear ): and the lion ):

there were loads of nice souvenirs but i had no doinkss to buy them. yikes. O:

argh i have loads of undone hw. ): and i don't think i understand amaths cause i missed the lesson. thanks so much kaiqi, for writing out all the bio spa stuff for me. :DD

BIO SPA SUCKS.
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CHEER UP EVERYBODY. i know, i'm sorry for making you all feel so much worse and everything. and i know denying isn't the right thing to do; neither is admitting, so i don't know what to say alr. maybe i shld just keep my mouth shut cause whatever i say won't make anyone feel better. but don't be discouraged, there's still EOYs okay.

ytd's interview was crapped up cause i'm not good at talking and i dunno wth i was saying during the interview, haha i was just spouting out whatever came to my mind. and all those cheemified & egoistic stuff i planned to say didn't come out in the end. great jobbb. and i'm sorry, to you.

didn't go to school today; and i think i'm such a freak cause....... okay i shan't say cause you'll really think i'm a freak if i say it. actually i felt much better aft 13 hours (yes, 13 hours!!) of sleep, but my mum still didn't want me to go so, yeah. sorry michelle&livvi for not being there to man the stall for you all and for not helping you all carry the things, heh.

okay i dunno if tmr's plan for the zoo is still on. but in the morning to afternoon i have to go to ACS for some Youth For Causes briefing.
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PICTURES: (okay this is kinda late)



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today's farwell party cum class outing wasn't really a farewell party, but anw, yeah, it was okay i guess. met at arnd 1 at PS with mavis charlene nadia. ;D then we were walking arnd choosing present and we met anne at Daiso! bought letterpad + a box from Daiso. then aft that went to wheelock and we bought PS I Love You and we were sitting at the steps writing our notes to Ms Tean. i think i'm like so faliure at writing notes lah! everyone's notes were super long. anw, yeah, then it was time to go swensens alr... arnd 20++ pple from the class turned up. 4 of us shared baked rice. andthenandthen Ms Tean turned up, and we cut both the ice cream cakes and started taking pics and stuff, and mstean was like centre of attention!

when we had to greet Ms Tean and Mdm Kartinie (we saw her coincidentally), it was quite embarrassing, like practically eveyone in swensens turned to look at us lol. aft that, i went to Fareast to eat FriedMarsBars with anne agn (do you feel a sense of dejavu?) and it wasn't quite right. i mean, it didn't feel like the last time i was seeing MsTean... i guess it'll start sinking in even more once emath lessons start. \:

okay, koped this from charlene's blog:

me and sophie's lame poem:
nadias are red,
mavis is blue,
charlene loves ms tean,
sophie does too!

hahaha the poem we wrote in the book:
roses are red,
violets are blue,
i've never met a teacher
quite like you! :D

PS: I LOVE YOU!
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cool cool. charlene and i wrote the 1st poem, and i wrote the 2nd poem. yay. (okay, but actually the poems don't really rhyme haha)
yeah anw, thanks Ms Tean for everything you've done. i'm gonna miss you loads.... i guess everything i want to say was written in the....4 messages i wrote to you (1 on postcard, 1 on letterpad, 1 on class card, 1 on your LJ)
and we actually live near each other!

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shucks, school is starting tmr, and no more MsTean in emath class, and we're getting back results, this sucks. ):
i'm still in my procrastinating/holiday mood.

Sunday's Mother's Day dinner at Clarke Quay was nice (: (:
and Hokkaido icecream is the love!

OKAY, THIS IS LATE BUT

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY!!!
i love you mummy (even tho i don't really show it most of the time)
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i am so LKAJELRKJAELRKj at blogger cause it deleted my post that i took centuries to type (this is an exaggeration).

Fieldtrip was hot and boring, with our monotonous tour guide that got on everybody's nerves. but we camwhored a lot, using Charlene and Mavis' camera cause my camera has been spoilt since forever. ): Mavis and i camwhored on the bus a lot too lol and we were busy spoling Anne with spiderman3 stuff cause she finds it boring (!!!!!) and only watched halfway on Youtube. the enclosed room film thingy was SCARY. and screams are real influential, i realise. and the mirror thingy is cool. those who ponned the fieldtrip are smart.

i spent more than an hour deciding on the Mother's Day present and settled on buying a romance novel. i realise, the older you get, the harder it is to buy a present. and even tho it's meant to be the 'thought that counts' but of course you would wanna choose sth that the person will like, right? i realise i can spend a REAL long time in a bookshop w/o getting bored. lol. AND THIS IS RANDOM BUT ISLAND CREAMERY ICE CREAM ROCKS. :D

and it no longer bothers me to do things alonE. like gg shopping centres alone, gg home alone, be alone. in sec one i used to think that gg home alone was so weird, cause pple would think you are a 'loner' or sth, but now, i don't think it matters and it was stupid to have mattered. cause ultimately, everyone needs to be alone sometimes/needs some space for themselves sometimes. what's so bad abt being alone, anw? it's the same theory as everyone needing friends arnd them. maybe if now we think that adults who watch movies alone are weird, next time we'll grow up and realise it's futile to worry abt such things, cause life has just too many complicated things to worry abt that simple things become just plain nothings in our life.

omg WHY am i being so contemplative this is so weird.......

okay, enough of contemplating, i swear.

on another note, I HAVE NO PIANO TMR! :D :D :D
and i know i shldn't be happy, but still.......
even Yamaha has holidays, isn't that cool.
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Inter-house games weren't that fun, lol, cause i don't really like Pankhurst either way. but i had to participate cause Pankhurst is a pathetic house with too few pple participating. phototaking was screwed. i can't smile properly. AND I'M STILL IN THE FIRST ROW ALKJSLKJF. ): next year, i'll make it to the 2nd row. a lot of talks in the hall, i fell alseep during the cca participation talk. and they had some SDI talk, \: i don't see what's so nice abt _ yet. it seems kinda .... to me.

SORRY MC&LJW for not gg for chem, i'm such an eedjit. i was abt to go but i got influenced by two pple... COUGH COUGH mavis COUGH COUGh anne. heh. i really hope more than half the class turned up (but i doubt so)

went to FarEast with Anne to eat FriedMarsBars and like omg, ihaven't eaten that in a month (or more than that) i think. ;D so it rocked. we walked arnd FarEast like 2 times (altho we weren't exactly looking at anything, only those scary tattoo shops), cause we were just talking, and found out some interesting things. yeahhhh. then aft that was gonna go home but i called Shihan and realised they were at town, so i met YunyiLeyi&Shihan at Wheelock. was meant to go to Zara but cause of my stupid drink then we cldn't, so went to starbucks instead. and looked at mags and laughed and talked. ;D

btw, sorry Debbie, if you see this, cause i didn't know i wouldn't be gg for chem prac today and i figured you probably went home alr. go out sometime soon okay okay. COFFEE BEAN SESSIONNN.

i just got my _ ytd which means i'm gonna get _ during OBS cause it's regular. i'm so gonna be dead for OBS somebody tell me how? okay why am i even blogging abt this! O:
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA (if you see this). ;D
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you know what, i forgot to post abt this. a few days ago. From nicole's blog:

On MSN. Sophie, Ziying and I were talking about Snow City and shopping and blah! And suddenly Ziying goes, like out of nowhere...

Acceleration Girl says:
touch my breast ~

OMG HAHA WHUT. I thought the moaning was enough seduction. BUT NOW WHAT?
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:DDDDDD
now we know.
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EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! but what happened to the happiness i shld be feeling? Amaths was screwed. cause my instinct says so. all my answers looked so wrong to me. \: BUT IT'S OVER. and that's that. :D last 4 mins of the paper, i cldn't be bothered checking, so i wrote charlene & mavis notes. heh. heh. FORGET ABOUT THE A, MAN. i'll never be able to get it, for Amaths. O: out of 8 subject papers, ionly felt satisfied for 2. and satisfied doesn't = good marks it just means i tried my best. guess which two subjects.

went to Manhattan's Fish Market aft that with ziying gayle nicole huiyi sherlyn. joan came; gayle left. shared a fish&chips meal and almost everyone ordered fish&chips and we are thrifty pple cause we didn't spend a lot. ;D (right) andthenandthen we went to The Cathay to watch Spidermen3. it was alright, but the ending part was super sad. \: GREENGOBLINNNNN. omg, spiderman is on tonight (i think) I SHLD GO AND WATCH! and sherlyn cried for the wrong reason. :D HEH. we went to Billy Bombers to eat agn.... omg we're pigs. thanks sherlyn. we'll make up to you someday. (HINT: Max Brenner's?) and i still owe my birthday treat, lol.

i ate a lot. i think my metabolism rate is really low cause once i eat a lot i start putting on weight. \: i came home; watched all the recorded shows on TV for like one hour ++, then i went to read my book. and i'm almost done. but then i can't finish it too fast otherwise i won't have anything to read for the next two days. loll.

my weeks plan:
tmr -- coffee bean (doesn't have to be at coffee bean) session with debbie, beatrice, hopefully shihan (BUT stupid chem is gonna spoil everything, howhowhowhowhowhow.)
friday -- Ms Tean's farewell party aft school
saturday/sunday-- towning/shopping/stocking up book supply/slacking
monday -- class outing at swensens; hopefully get to catch a movie too.
tues-- this is when hell starts. papers start coming back.


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first time i managed to sleep for 9 hours in a long, long while. not trying to be mean. whoops. \: I HARDLY STUDIED AMATHS. i feel like mlg-ing mrs g some qns but dunno if she'll reply. heh. heh. anw, i read a lot ytd. :D and today too, on the long long bus ride. i am 3/4 way through my cecilia ahern book! which is 500++ pages long. YAYYY. and i've been taking a few weeks to finish one book for the past few weeks, how pathetic.

i went to celine's hse today, which was at clementi. SLACKED. heh. and her maid FRYS potato chips. which means she makes them by herself. so cool. i almost finished the whole container, haha, oops. and it was a... 40 min bus ride there? i like longlong bus rides. actually i like taking bus rides alone. i know, you can call me weird agn. but it's a good time to think cause, you've nothing else to do. but think. unless you read your book/listen to music. lol, i'm like so random. (?!)

Amaths, please be my friend tmr, and i'll love you forever. Logs is on the way to becoming my friend, so i hope the rest of you would follow suit and be my friend too. <3

w00ts. my mum is obsessed with her ipod ever since she got it a week ago. HAHAAH. ;D

SPIDERMAN3TMR? (altho i haven't watched spiderman1&2 before, i am such a loser. i only watched superman before)

let me show you my aims:
Eng--A2
Amath--A1
Emath--A1
Chem--C5
Bio--C5
Hist-b4
SS-b3
Lit--A2
Chi-b4

AIM HIGH, TO ACHIEVE HIGH RIGHT? RIGHT........

let me show you what i will probably get:
Eng--c6 (i failed the last one, which means i'll probably get arnd there)
Chi--c6
Bio--c6 (if i'm lucky)
Chem--D7/E8
SS--c6
Hist--D7/E8
Emath-- ?
Lit--c5.
Amath---?!?!?! hope it'll be fine.

i must be bored, to list out all my aims like that. \:
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believe me when i say, i screwed up chem&history so badly. History, it wasn't what i expected. at all... crapped out points and crapped out examples. and sorry if i told you that consolidation of power/how he controlled power was important and russian revolution wasn't. i am so sorry. everyone was shocked that provisional govt came out. \: chem, don't even talk abt it. O: i didn't have time to do so many things. even my section A was crapped, cause i didn't have time to think. TIME TIME TIME. it's always against us. @:

cheer up, i'm gonna miss you. in fact, i miss you alr. even if it's only one week. i guess these things just happen. <3.

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okay that was the dark side of things. on the bright side, only amaths left. been slacking ever since i got back. WHOOPS. call me weird, but i would rather be there taking the paper tmr, having learnt and studied physics. if you get what i mean. okayy, whatever lah. i shld just slap myself. somehow the prospect of finishing mid years doesn't excite me as much now. i have no idea why. i'm weird that way. .....and wth happened to the bright side of things? okay, BRIGHT SIDE MRBRIGHTSIDE LOOK AT THE BRIGHTSIDE!

oohhh, i like writing letters to my p3 bestfriend. so cool. we like just recently started writing snail mail letters to each other agn. ;D

ROTI PRATA 2 TIMES A DAY. it has to be a good omen.

okay lah goodbye pointless post agn.
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please let me pass chem.
please let me pass chem.
please let me pass chem.
please let me pass chem.

tmr, once i get my chem paper, i'll start scribbling down furiously all that i have memorised.
AND HISTORY. omg. DIEDIEDIE. ML is damn nice. i bet she spent more than 10mins writing that whole email.

Friendster is distracting. blogger is distracting. i'm distracting my ownself. wth. if i can wake up at 6am today, i must accomplish 4am tmr. GO SOPHIE! AND GET OFF THE COMP AWLKRJLWKAJRLWR :@

OKAY THIS POST IS SO POINTLESS WHY AM I HERE.
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it's funny how the world works sometimes. and even if you spend a whole lifetime analysing human behaviour, you'll never be able to satisfy yourself. cause it's way more complicated than that. it's even complicated to understand your own feelings/thoughts sometimes. or maybe it's just me.

chem study session @ tiong today, it was alright. and everyone was fascinated with monkey language YAY HAHA. :D understood a bit more abt chem than i initially did. BUT THING IS. i still don't understand a lot of stuff. ): it makes me scared. freak. i need to accomplish more than 10 hours of mugging time tmr! i hope i will be able to. is it too much just to ask for a pass in chem?

mrslau is super nice. clarified what i was worrying abt through mlg email. and she was real nice abt it. :D and mstean is real nice too. treating us to icecream that day! gosh. thankyou. okay, i doubt they even read this blog. and if they did, i'll be shocked. like this --> :O

getting a new blogskin makes me inclined to blog more. :D
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i am such a huge procrastinator. editing a new blogskin when i shld've spent the time studying. it's like my exam mood is totally gone. ): poof. oh yeah, i was meant to wake up at 4am to study today with celine online but i ended up sleeping all the way. sorry. \: whoops. and my phone vibration wasn't working awlek.

i just wrote a huge study rant but i think nobody would read it even if i posted it so i shan't post it up. HA. lets just say, bio was some screwed shit and i think i'm gonna fail. i really mean it. i regret not studying harder; and not studying for cells and movement of substances cause so many qns came out on that. and i have no common sense. i didn't realise that algae was there cause they produced oxygen. -.- i wrote that they produced FOOD. omg. I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF A SALMON ABSORBING WATER LIKE THAT. IF THAT WERE THE CASE, ALL THE FISHES WHO FLOATED IN WATER WOULD BE BLOATED BY NOW. O: Emaths was alrighty, thankfully.

i think i regret taking bio. at least if i took physics, even if i scored worse marks, it wouldn't be wasting so much of my time studying as bio does. and i was much much much better at physics last year i have no idea why i took bio. cause utimately, i don't think i will take bio marks during o's..... but somehow it's compulsory to take science marks. OKAY i swore i wouldn't start on another study rant but i'm starting agn.... what is wrong with me.

chem test demoralises self esteem.

anw, enough abt studies alr.
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today went to PS with ziying nicole huiyi sherlyn. was on the way home then huiyi suddenly called me and since i was on 139 then i went. ;D ate at pastamania, haven't been there in ages. andd just windowshopped arnd. lol. and i realised there are 1000 books out there which i SHLD BE reading. can't wait for aft exams. and i am seriously gonna screw up monday's papers. i shld start waking up early agn to study.

aft mid years, i have a lot of plans. i wanna go to the Zoo and Night Safari. i wanna go watch Meet the Robinsons. i wanna read the books i have been lacking out on. (i wanna buy Shopaholic and Baby, the new Anthony Horowitz book, New Moon, other Nicholas Sparks&Cecilia Ahern books i have yet to read, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!!! i booked it alr. andandandand i want to read size 14 is not fat either. and the new MEg Cabot book) i wanna play computer games like i did in p5/6. (i rmb i said i was a 16yroldguy in the game at that time HAHA)

JET CONCERT>19th June. i can't wait.


alright, shall end here. back to looking at chem eqns and formulas and whatever which i don't even understand. ):
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today was a bad day. i didn't realise how badly i screwed up my lit qn until... like 5 mins ago? i realised i only answered 1/3 of the qn. HA. right.

"In what ways was the concerns of human behaviour portrayed throughout the poem?"
guess what, i wrote all abt human behaviour. my points were:
1. The old generation was very tolerant towards the young generation.
2. The young generation was immature and childish and did not treat the old generation well.
3. People nowadays tend to wallow in self-pity, thinking life is depressive when it actually is not. (or sth like that, i didn't include the word depressive)
4. People's thinking have changed after going through tough times, like when the old men went through war.

what utter crap. i didn't answer 'in what ways" and i didn't even ans "concerns" of human behaviour. the words 'human behaviour' just jumped out at me. heh.

okay, what's done is done, i can't change anything. and nothing i studied came out.

and it's like i can't control that well anymore.
it wasn't that, not at all. i know i wouldn't. i guess it was a lot of other things too.

i screwed up english, chi, lit. HOW HOW HOW? this is bad. maybe i screwed up SS too.
tmr's bio and emaths, please just let me do well for maths thank you.
i feel so unprepared for bio.

while people are becoming smarter and smarter, i think i grew more stupid since sec one. great. :D

okay, i shldn't wallow in self pity. O: cause it's bad.
and why is my whole post abt studies, OH NO.

SPONGY MESOPHYLL TISSUE I LIKE THAT ONE THE BEST.
btw, thanks shihan for the spongebob monopoly (in advance) YOU ROCK okay. ;D
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i did a good deed today. YEAH. i found a wallet and returned to the G.O. :DD (okay technically i didn't find it cause the car was hooting at me and i found out that it was cause the driver saw a wallet on the floor so i went to pick it up)

ytd's study session was quite alrightt. and huiyi kept saying i'm stupid, HAHA i can hear you you know. and my logic makes perfect sense, even nicole agrees YEAHH. :D practically did nothing today, but luckily emaths&amaths was cancelled, so i got home early. anne and i stalked somebody today at town. BET THAT SOMEONE IS REALLY HONOURED. okay, that certain someone probably doesn't even read my blog, haha. we made a detour. so i ended up gg FarEast to get MangoLingo then i went home. ;D argh, was too full to eat fried mars bars.

my revision hasn't been gg well, i'm so worried for chem. altho it's like next week. but STILL. okay actually i'm worried for everything. for Lit, for SS, for bio, for emaths. at first i thoguht emaths was gonna be fine, but the past year exam papers are hard. \:

my posts are so boring i can die reading them myself. -.-

NICHOLAS SPARKS BOOKS ARE SUPER SWEET GO READ THEM. :D
GO BACK TO STUDYING what am i doing here. ):
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